Friday, September 27
Things are forgotten when one is awake...
The deepest layers of memories become the outmost layers of one's
dreams...
Which are the realities?
Which are illusions?
One cannot tell till one awakes...
Or perhaps they are, at the same time,
both of Truth and of fiction...
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reminisiced at 08:17
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there's only 8 > days.
am seriously freaked. maybe this wld be my last time online till the exams.
arrx. damn worried. some stuffs can get into my head.
but some can't. oh wells. * i dunno*
*sHrUgs* am seriously hoping to get a lower [lower] L1R5 [like ten + ONLY]?
st nicks...seems to be really going downhill...and my life isn't gettin any interesting....haix.
but had loads of fun with ade,bee, jy.
heys. those are the peeps who know how to enjoy life mans.
hahas. despite the embarrassment at fiesta . but hmmx. hope we'll be able to study well on Sun ! =)
+ + + + + reminisiced at 08:17
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Thursday, September 26
poos. slept the whole noon. and haven done anything lorx. *arrx* ....guess i better go
love the X-files. love...? am so so sick of school. urghs. the cL tests every wk simply puts me off....
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:27
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roswell. UFO sightings.magnetide
the mutation of junk DNA. mind-readers. time-warpers. mysterious deaths
skinned alive. burnt alive. lifeforms of eternity.
government conspiracies. secret military trainings. supersoldiers of non-human lifeform.
crop circles. alien-abduction. alien-domination. external superior race.
agent mulder. agent scully
agent dogett. skinner...
i am just so hooked on X-files. and now its bye to the nine years of it!? *frowns*the truth is eventually exposed. no matter how hard u try to keep it.
-agent scullydo u want to keep the man who unseals the truth or kill the man to seal the truth?
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:11
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Wednesday, September 25
haiyah. having headache. bahs. sucksucksucks.and realised noone's going home? *sighs*hmmx. dey are saying that a camp's coming up. and *hMmx*. i dun noe abt it *sniff*and what abt tt lc thingy? feel so cheated.
bahs. am not feeling well. *aRrX*...
+ + + + + reminisiced at 23:15
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Tuesday, September 24
gosh. am i home so freaking darn early
not that i came online whilst reaching home...but decided to update a lil
nothing much happened today...just that my fwens...
esp mich buddy + jialin!!! din believe i wld go str8 home.
well...i did. was just rather upset tt the poo poo chwyan+deb neh wait for me.
oh wells. had amanda anw...realised becca's stayin w her.*woas*
okies. and guess what... i left my pencil box at my dad's car???haix. survived on 3 pens and some residents' of mich's pencil box...*phews*
sis's gonna yell her head off. better go. sure hope can study, *grins*
its sure is a hot, humid +misty day...
yikes!
+ + + + + reminisiced at 23:46
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::eXaM sChEdUle::
english[1]
amaths.
higher chinese[1]
physics.
e.history
english [2].
chemistry.
geog.raphy
social studies
maths D.
higher chinese[2].
which reminds me...that i didn't take literature nor bio? *sighs*
arrx. can i still take theatre studies in jc without lit? ARRX.
nat was saying...just bear with it?
haix... okies. done with sending. shall go.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 03:07
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hees. this short breaks may jolly well kill me man.
just came back from tp central after 'studyin' with ade +jy
and guessed what...we covered more than 1/2 of the chinese zhao ju thingy... !! in 30 minutes...
damn fast lorx. den the rest of the time was spent walking around tp...and gosh.
lunch at bento-sumo or something...made me damn damn full lorx. cun even finish it.
and now i am still full. yikes. maybe i'll skip dinner today.
today's eatings was so entirely jappy. sushi...a bit of ade's udon...my don...
*bahs*. am supposed to finish studying all about WW2 today... and do maths!... =)
oh yah... and we did already made some plans to study together again...
coz we are rather fast together..and i think...we are going mrs. ong's hse on thurs?
+ + + + + reminisiced at 03:01
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Monday, September 23
+ + + + + reminisiced at 22:54
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poo poo. *imagines a brown brown thingy* YUCKz
okies. feel rather drained nows. am waiting for ppl to come. or am i supposed to go?
going to the lib with ade + jy !
wierd combi though...but nevertheless..its always good to catch up with each other!!
...becoz of my dear swols sister...and guess someone was having some chao bin? *haix*.oh wells.
den the whole day was pretty okie...as per normal.
but was so daMn *uRgHx*...had ta chance to
hug her...but i din. and all because of my hu-tu ness...gosh. is this infatuation thingy coming back?
was feeling really gEk the rest of the day...cun even run my 3 rds properly...urghs. dun even know when will see them again,....
*sighs*
okies. i guess its near 2 now...
think i better start contacting them....and... hahs.
yOx sec 4s...
so...sMiLeX!hope to see u guys ard
arrx. crApz. hees. okies. i am really freakking out again. *bahs*
+ + + + + reminisiced at 22:53
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***it's kind of sad to see friends you were once close to just seem to drift away from you.. so far that u both haf nothing to sae to each other anymore. silence fills in, n u wish u could turn back time to the good old days. maybe i took those friendships fer granted, or i didnt show enough care. when u had those days just spending time together, u dun often feel that happiness and sweetness in ur heart. it's always when u reminisce the past, when ur heart is aching wif nostalgia, den u'll truly feel that those days are actually the best part of ur life. no matter how these friendships have tarnished wif time, i keep them close to my heart.***
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:51
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hmmx. just to say a big sOrRy to my dear tyrex!
bahs. guess...what i wrote in the previous entry kinda seemed qt bad ehs.
was in a lamey/'complainy' mood den..so ...thats why the *yah*
anw. so so relieved we finished whatever we had to do!!! *love 25jie*
and *hMMpHsZ* i am not getting less enthu abt huahui lorx...*hMmMPhZ* still the same k?! *bahs*
currently can't wait for exams to end.
cause it'll be when we will start discussing about > interesting, GREEEAT fun..stuffs..like lu ying!!!! ... qihang!! the whole yr's activities 2003?
hopefully. we shall another batch who brings in the fun + laughter of huahui. hees. how will next batch of sec 1 ppl be? *shrugs*
and sighx. think...the relationship btwn me and my sisters ain't gonna get any better.
maybe should just forgive and forget?
but. *arrX* hate it larx....everytime lydat wan
i will always come home with a gd mood from school...and end up getting so pissed off with them?
know something? our exams...her PSLE, her s1 and mine..
all start on the same day...and goodness man. they don't even seem to give a damn
not that their grades are gd, mine neither, but *aRRx*
hate it larx. they love to quarrel. shld i just heck and let them bring the whole house down?
irritating freaks.
oh wells. *maybe...shall start studying outside hmm...
ok. i swear not to come online already...
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:25
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Sunday, September 22
+ + + + + reminisiced at 22:40
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arrx.
as of today.. only 13 more days.
and damn. still HAVE to go for the lishi thingy.
went on friday...still have to go now.
not that i DREAD lishis meeting...
but hey! not when exams are really nearing.
and..its ruining my plans.
irritating. and some ppl not going
*hmMpHx* i dun believe her lorx.
damn pissed. angry. irritated. **grR**
*sobs* i wanted to go str8 home!!!!! forget it...maybe tml?
but... I got a feeling i wun be able to..
ARRX.so sad...now i cun go for physics [starts at 2.30!!!!!!} remedial
HATE it *sobs**sobs*
+ + + + + reminisiced at 22:39
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i am really freaking out. still that 100 odd chapters to go think i'll just be bloggin in school..and sign gbks on weekends *haix* and maybe even come str8 home after school? so much for being a human.
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:58
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+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:54
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today. was such a wacko day.
woke up at 9++ and kena dragged down to swim.
wasn't feeling too good..
den but guess cheerful got the better of me towards the 'breaking' of noon?
din ecactly swim for that 2 whole hours. but heys
sure had fun mans. and there was this tan-mark.. or i meant swimsuit mark?
den had a bath *its been long since i bathed in ther!* ate..and all..
it was so late then...and decided to do my maths whilst they had KTV
and... woa. my cous sure can sing well...esp [[yi ge ren sheng huo]]... envy her mans
recalled my father saying that she look like some jap star...and
said maybe we could work together in the future
and i was so happy coz i tot my dad tot maybe i cld even be in the media buzz...
but got me totally disheartened when he continued...
"u wld be her manager"
bahs. hope i can sing like her someday. when my voice fully recovers. *bahs* having sore throat now. barely recovered from flu/signus...and now this.
no wonder my voice's getting deeper!!!
okies. exams are really nearing. think i wun want to come online ...liaox.
maybe just blog in school?
yikes. and seriously hope my dad wun be that moody...and my sisters get > sensible? and...i change for the better? and.. *bahs
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:53
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yesterday. i had some study thingy w jy.
hees. *just as expected...din really workout.
but nvm. guess we caught up a lil?
den had maths tuition. guessed it really helped me abit.
but still got some questions that i dunno how to do!!! *arrx*
hees...and ... haix. felt sad all of a sudden yesterday while celeb the
festival at cous'hse. *shrugs*
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:42
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though didn't go for the lishi one *sobs* ... shld have lorx!
went m'sia only at like 9++ ? when the rest were on their way home.
*bahs* but anw...yesterday's celeb was rather special. like ...
we started ard 11 ++ ... coz my cous + all were waiting for us + their sons.
den 'partied' till like 1am..lited so so many candles.
and burnt stuffs...though less than previous years..but..hahas.
had supper with some auto-revolving seats ...
and *yummy~* mooncakes !!! and ...the best part of all
was the lighting and deco of the ¿×Ã÷µÆ
hahs. its like..so great ...
it actually, successfully flew and went into the sky. high up into it.
we wrote our aspirations...wish...dreams onto it..
so that whatever we want could sore.
seemed so much like some cony culture thingy.
dey were writing with the chinese calligraphy brush..
and naturally i cun even hold it properly.
but heys! i think the words i wrote qt nice lorx!
but...yah. so happy. it flew up, up, up and away.
so much better than the camp i had the other time.
hahas. had like 6 of them den but all of the 'huge lanterns' caught fire.
yet...this one went up.. and far away.
it was damn nice.=) . cun wait for the pictures to be loaded~!
but the wind was blowing away from the moon's direction..
so that ¿×Ã÷µÆ 'went away' from the moon.
and maybe zhang er wun be able to see it *hMMpPHx*
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:41
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yikes.
guess as the year goes. as months go.
as time passes.as cells in me die + regrow.
changes are experienced. perharps its just the hormone level.
or maybe its just the swelling of my tear gland.
or just its that i am changing.
into an pessimist
or perharps i was never a optimist
feel so much like a gd-for-nothing
have got the idea, the urge. but lack determination
is it that hard? *shrugs*
i duno...why do tearsfall out so easily from my eyes?
+ + + + + reminisiced at 04:29
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